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Bila aku bukak Winamp arini, aku shuffle music playlist. Skali dia bukak Yellowcard lak. Lagu Keeper dari album Paper Walls. Tiba-tiba aku rasa lirik dia macam kena dengan situasi aku sekarang. Ni lirik dia...

I wanna love,
I wanna leave.
I want you to love me,
I want you to leave me.
I want to stand where I can see,
I'm watching you love me,
I'm watching you leaving me now.

I wish I could be somebody else.
wish I could see you in myself.
wish there was something inside me,
To keep you beside me.
And say what you really feel.
You know I need something that's real.
I wish there was something inside me,
To keep you beside me.

I wanna know if I could be,
Someone to turn to,
That could never hurt you.
But I know what you think of me,
You had a breakthrough,
And now I'm just bad news for you.

I wish I could be somebody else.
wish I could see you in myself.
wish there was something inside me,
To keep you beside me.
And say what you really feel.
You know I need something that's real.
I wish there was something inside me,
To keep you beside me.

I should've told you everything.
I never gave you anything.
I should've told you everything.
If I could give you anything,
Then I would tell you everything.

I wish I could be somebody else.
wish I could see you in myself.
wish there was something inside me,
To keep you beside me.
And say what you really feel.
You know I need something that's real.
I wish there was something inside me,
To keep you beside me.

I should've told you everything.
I should've told you everything.
I should've told you everything.

Aku pun tak taw kenapa lagu ni macam ada meaning dekat aku. Wish I knew what it was. Sigh....